Rain in Helsinki. Grey sky. Autumn, and so many things to think just now. Actually I shouldn't be thinking half of those things but I can't smother my thoughts? Uh, maybe I'm just worrying- and stressing- and mourning-without-any-reason kind.

But how to relax?

One way is to take some gourmet caramel ice cream to bowl and take radio with you and go to warm shower or bath. Then you can just sit on the bath or the shower and listen nice, peaceful and relaxing music and eat ice cream

Hmm.... Where is the plot of this journal? Umh, maybe I just am right now so confused... I feel like I'd like to cry.